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Sep. 25th, 2011 11:22 pmOMG!!! CATBABY FIC! WITH ILLUSTRATIONS! AND IT FURTHERS CANON!
Spoiler: The first Robin was not technically Dick Grayson.
OMG!!! CATBABY FIC! WITH ILLUSTRATIONS! AND IT FURTHERS CANON!
Spoiler: The first Robin was not technically Dick Grayson.
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Day 18: Where do you get the most inspiration for your vids from?
If I understood how this inspiration the works, I could streamline the process so much. Basically two things normally have to happen: I love a source so much that I want to crawl up inside it and wallow. Secondly? I get really obsessive with music. If I am obsessed with a song, sometimes I can't stop listening to it -- it is sad but in my younger years if I liked a song? I'd drive it into the ground and eventually ruin it for myself.
Now I'll listen to a song that I am becoming stuck upon until I figure out what it is about. Hopefully, the song is about a fandom I am already in - but if it isn't, I will track down other people to try and make the vid happen. Sometimes? I'll watch a show because I figure "this song might work." I need help.
Huh. Basically the answer to this question is "I'm an obsessive fuck."
Day19: When you have vid ideas, do you sit down and start vidding right away, or do you write down the idea for further exploration later?
Depends? Okay, so I am in my car and alone and this is where MOST of my ideas happen. I'm in my car and I've got a song on repeat and I am obsessed with this song. Eventually, I will figure out the song's vid-purpose (at least for me). If the stars align correctly, the vid's potential fandom will also be a current love.
So, if that happens? I won't start vidding immediately -- but I will go into hyperdrive, listening to that song and vidding it in my head virtually all the time, chiefly while I am driving. I will miss exits. I will automatically drive to the wrong place. I will take the long way home. I become very very strange if these things are all connecting and at a certain tipping point, I will start making the vid.
If the vid is something I can possibly delay? I will delay it until I have a deadline looming or I come home drunk. Sometimes, I can't stop myself but over the years I have gotten very very good at "I'll do this later" and being able to shift the obsession over three feet. I'll add the song to my "to vid" playlist and hope that I don't forget the idea. Sometimes I do and I'll have to ask greensilver or
sweetestdrain why I have this song in the playlist and hope I've discussed the idea with at least one of them.
I no longer storyboard (I think I stopped doing that in my first year of vidding, actually) and any notes I make, I'll just lose. So, I get by on the strenth of other people's memories.
Day 20: Do you ever get ideas inspired from other people's stories, vids, or art in the same fandom?
Usually, if Luminosity is vidding, it makes me want to vid. I don't know why, except she reminds me why I think this is a fun hobby? Otherwise, yeah I think other fannish works are all really important and very inspirational to me. There is really nothing better than settling into a nice, meaty vid and surrounding yourself with amazing fanfic to have at the ready when Premiere shuts down, or you are exporting. I get all nostalgic just thinking about it.
Without fanfic I am postive the following vids would not exist: "Without You I'm Nothing," "Bad Romance," "Baby," "Here It Goes Again," "Peacekeeper," "Icebound Stream," "Alone," "Crazy In Love," "Turn You Inside Out," "Falling for the First Time," "Best Laid Plans" - probably, at least a lot on my part - Lum was sending me soooo many fic recs at the time, and "Weeping Willow."
The easiest way to pimp me into a fandom is to show me a solid, interesting, well made vid. If it hits my bullet proof kinks, then I am a goner. If it piques my interest, I am a goner. However, if I am vidding or am gearing up to immediately vid something? I am physically unable to watch other people's vids in that fandom until mine is finished. If I cave and watch? I will most likely be killing my project. Sometimes I can't even watch any vids at all when I am vidding because the stupid mental "I SUCK" mantra is very easy to start.
Art can sometimes just make me stare. For hours. And eventually I will gorge myself on fanfic and if the perfect song happens to occur right then? Nothing can stop me from making a vid. Not even Photoshop Paint.
Day 21: Sequels: Have you ever created a sequel to a vid you made, and if so, why, and if not, how do you feel about sequels?
I love sequels. I have a ton of sequels planned for vids and in the case of Bad Romance, I have a trilogy. I am ridiculously excited about that, btw - because once the Bad Romance trilogy is finished, I am gonna stop making any other vids and just spend time remastering the Bad Romance vids.
Eventually I will have the technology to make the comic book Lex's eyes blink. Digitally. It will be amazing. Oh, and I'll want Jabba the Hut to appear in the first vid to add continuity to the others. I have big plans.
Day 22: Have you ever participated in a fest or a Big Bang? If so, write about your favorite experience in relation to one. Ifnot, are there any you've thought about doing? And if not, why not?
I love festivids so, so, so much. I kinda thought I would when the concept was floated because, as a vidder, I've always been a bit jealous of my friends who participated in Yuletide. It looked like so much fun! And you got to make a present for someone else that they specifically asked for and it was all about "I love this and you love this, too and YAY!" and and and... I don't write fic. Well... I mean, I have. It just didn't end well. That would not be a nice present!
But I can vid! And I love small fandoms! I offered to vid 219 fandoms last year, I get so excited about Festivids. I am not exaggerating. Imagine a small dog fed only cake all day long and then taken right OUTSIDE the dog park. That small pup will spazz less than me, over festivids. It is just that much fun. I also like that it offers something to engage me with fandom during what I like to refer as the VVC off season, because come March -- I am pretty much VVC focused until, well, September? And Festivids just plugs in beautifully right in there and it is JUST SO MUCH FUN and really great vids come out of it. It is just -- it is a great time to be a vidder and a vid watcher, frankly, and I meet the nicest people.
So yes. You should also do festivids this year -- nominations and signups coming soon!
Day 23: When you post, where do you post to? Just your journal? Just an archive? Your own personal site?
I always post, if I am going to post a vid, to my LJ. I very rarely cross-post to the vidding community or vividcon community because... okay, so I have some vid-self-esteem issues? And posting to comms kind of inflates those issues -- it is like "Hey lookit at me, I made a vid! It's over here!" and I start to freak out that people are tired of me or have no interest in me and I am stinking up everyone's flist waaaay too much.
I never think this about anyone else's crosspost. Just my own. In the past year I've tried to post to LJ, youtube and starting in the past few months, AO3. My website gets updated infrequently -- basically whenever greensilver gets tired of me not updating and does it herself. Which is what she did. And I don't know how to, like, fix it. It'll be fine.
Also, I have a dreamwidth account but I don't really use it yet.
Day 24: Betaing: How many betas do you like to use to make sure there aren't any major flaws in your vid? Do you have a Beta horror story or dream story?
Is this an offer to beta? Because I'm not even joking - I will FORCE this vid upon you. I am a champion foister!
I don't have a beta horror story other than the fact that my beta is really really super mean to me and then VIVIDCON STOLE HER!!! What really sucks for me is that I now have a version of her beta self in my head and she is even meaner than the real thing and SHE MADE ME LOSE RANDOM BATMAN in a vid and I really really liked Random Batman.
I have a group of people with whom I feel confident sharing vids when they are in that fragile developmental state -- they are smart people who can tease out a narrative from three clips set in darkness, and know exactly when to cheerlead. I haven't actually had a torturous, you must cut up this vid that you LOVE experience for years. I also suspect I peaked a long time ago, so I dunno?
A good beta can take a concept and an idea and can help you pare down the execution until it is crystalline and clear. And vidding, my friends, should not ever be subtle.
Hey! Still alive, no longer blonde and loving school, fellow students and even the professors. I am a great big ball of kitten-fluff who would hug the entire world if I was, y'know, a huggy type person (and VVC doesn't count. IDEK what happens to me there). I am doing so great right now, it should be illegal. Right now the chief pain in my life is from the DC Reboot and pictures from the Superman Movie set. It is... awful. I can't lie. I've spent the last two days in a warm cocoon of Batslash Denial with a healthy side dose of Kon/Tim.
So, More Meme!!!
Hopefully my previous formatting issues from the first meme post won't reoccur. I apologize in advance if they do. Me and LJ - it just isn't working out, y'all.
11 – Genre – do you prefer making certain genres of vid? What kind do you tend to vid the most?
I like things to not be based in our-reality. Magical/Supernatural elements or Surrealism or Comic Book Violence (not just limited to comic books!) are all things that will make me go "ooooh" when I see a source. Ultimately, I have to really want to wallow in the visuals before I actually will get around to making a vid. That's not to say I *only* want to vid these things - but they do get my attention. That and unicorns. Oh, and metaphorical polar bears. I am ALL ABOUT that. Sometimes Clark Kent gives birth to a Catbaby and while I technically had nothing at all to do with that vid's creation, I like to think that somehow, a greater power in the universe read my heart and made it happen. That greater power, of course, is dualbunny,
greensilver,
sweetestdrain and
pipsqueaky.
12 – Have you ever attempted an "adaptation" vid of a favorite media source but set in a different fandom? (I.e., attempted to bring the 'feel' or 'mood' of one source to a different fandom, like the zombie Mary Poppins vid)
Yes, it was not successful but I haven't given up on the concept so I can't comment further. Mostly, though, I am a "clips to music" kinda vidder.
13 – Do you prefer canon or fanon when you vid (canon shots vs. using shots out of context; AU vs. canon)? Has vidding for a fandom changed the way you see some or even all of the original source material?
This is a very good question, as non-ironical usage of certain clips (like Spike and Buffy in the kitchen) will pull me out of a vid faster than Heroes kicked me out of that fandom. I think it all depends on what the vid I am making is supposed to *do* -- I typically do not like to use scenes out of their original (or my read on the original subtext) context. So, that scene where Spike is all up in Angel's bedroom and he is incorporeal and angsty and Angel is awake and in bed and shirtless and Spike keeps making these moves *toward* Angel and Angel just gets more and frustrated? It is one of the great joys of vidding in that I can take that scene and show you EXACTLY how I read it in a vid.
I get kind of anal about context actually. If I am making a vid and it is *solely* Lex's POV, than I have to decide "What and how much does Lex Luthor know at this point in the vid?" because if it is something about Clark and Clark's powers that Lex can't know? I can't show it. The best workaround for this issue is to decide that Lex knows EVERYTHING and then to show your support for this theory. This allowed me to use stuff in Bad Romance that happened when Lex wasn't ever around. I figured at the point his character is at as the POV person for the vid, there was not one single Clark-related thing that he didn't know about. This is possibly very fanon-based as rivkat writes some really powerful almost Omnipotent Lex.
I remember getting a comment on a Lois vid "I Like You So Much Better When Your Naked" and the person was wondering why I didn't use the Clark/Lois sex scene from season 9, where Lois has traveled to an Alternate Reality and while there gets freaky with Clark in a barn, and the answer is just extremely simple to me: The Lois who is the viewpoint character in that vid? She didn't remember getting freaky in a barn with Clark because those memories were wiped. If I had included those scenes, it would have pulled me from my own vid.
Now, there is something to be said for recontextualizing scenes and by God, I think it can be done and it can be done well and if I wanted to I could have worked really hard and included Sex!Barn in "Naked." But it ultimately wasn't worth it. I did work hard to recontextualize Lex-Possessed-By-Zod in "Bad Romance" because holy shit, that stuff is iconic. Even if it didn't work? I can still wave my Omnipotent Lex (as far as in this vid) wand and say "Lex remembers it all."
I don't make very many AU vids, if any, actually. "Whatever" was in the AU show at VVC this year but Lum and I have always said that this is Angel, as we see him.
14 – Ratings – how high are you comfortable with going? Have you ever vidded higher than you're comfortable with? If you're comfortable with NC-17, have you ever been shocked by finding that the vid you're making is G-rated instead?
I have no issue with going where the vid needs to go. I would have been shocked if "On the Prowl" had been G-rated, yes. I do like nudity. A lot. Gratuitously, even. And violence. Mmmm, violence. Just... leave Sam's fingernails alone. We found my line and I am sticking to it.
15 – Warnings – What do you feel it most important to warn for, and what's the strangest thing you've warned for in a vid?
A lot of my vids are pretty fucking rapey and so I made a decision last year to start warning for that. I won't stop making these vids because they are a very important outlet for me and I still have things to say - but I don't want anyone to suffer harm from watching one of my vids, either. I was all sorts of torn up about making "Thistle & Weeds" and trying to water down some stuff and still be true to the character and her journey and it just... I decided "Imma warn for this vid" and I was able to then put in what needed to go where and be as explicit (but still I was pretty concious of not being explicit for explicit's sake - for once I did NOT use nudity gratuitously), so ultimately that felt freeing.
I think the strangest thing I have had to warn for was incest. In a Sam/Dean vid to a love song that was pretty much "Here have some wincest" --apparently that wasn't enough? IDEK. Back in the day (I have been vidding for almost a DECADE now, so wow I can say things like "back in the day") in some places, you had to warn for slash. This led to my "Closer" Spike/Angel vid being rec'd on a TWOP board and the rec'er stating that you didn't *have* to read this vid as slash and I felt like such a complete failure. I really wanted the viewer to take away the message that Angel wanted to fuck Spike like an animal, if nothing else from that vid. I wanted to make sure that point came across. Sigh.
16 – Summaries – Do you like them or hate them? How do you come up with them, if you use them?
I suck at blurbs. I usually just grab a lyric and use that. If I don't do that then I end up using two or three different blurbs because I can never decide between something that adequately conveys the message of the vid and something that is funny. I am terrible about throwing out my artistic vision for something that cracks me up.
17 – Titles – Do you try to use something different than the song? Why or why not?
Usually only if I vid with Luminosity because she is sooo much more creative than I am. Words and titles and blurbs are not my strength. This is why I vid.
And then Cappy said, "You are wrong. This song is about Lex and Clark and how Clark feels about that" and suddenly the song just exploded for me! IN MY HEAD IT WORKS AND IT WORKS LIKE GANGBUSTERS!
See, the beginning of the song? Is all about that first flush of puppy love. It is classic Season 1-2 Clark Kent. He is adorable and puppyish and he gets weak in the knees he can hardly speak!!! It's not a phase! You guys he is having these FEELINGS! and the vid will start to shift after the first verse because we are getting into Season 3 territory here ("Time after time after time I try to fight it/but your love is strong, it keeps on holding on") and it isn't so sweet anymore. Clark is trying to leave!!! But he keeps coming back to Lex - which gets us to about Season 5.
And then there is gonna be a change, a big one, because as Cappy likes to say "Um, Clark, that isn't love that is making you weak. It's kryptonite." and yeah --- at about 3:00 or thereabouts we get to Nemesis Slash -- which. Yes. Hot.
IT KNOCKS HIM RIGHT OFF HIS FEET!
But it is still love -- just you know, Clark/Lex love, which involves copious amount of kryptonite, hybrid children, world domination and blow jobs.
You KNOW you want to see this. You know I can make this happen.
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