sisabet

I have my entire life surrounding me in boxes and only access to one pair of shoes. Brown suede shoes. In June. In Memphis. I really should have thought ahead.

I had a long and very funny post here about moving and stress and my fear of crying in public (topped only by my fear of heights and intimacy). I don't know where it went. It was really funny though, so feel free to laugh and pretend I just said something extremely witty or wacky or a combination of the two. Moving is hard and leaving friends behind is harder... but I just want it over with so there, bye and so long. Except for J. I'm moving his ass with me - he just hasn't accepted it yet. His going away card called me "mentor, sister, friend." *Sob* - I think I have a new catch phrase.

Dawn is encouraging me to vid schmoop as a means of dealing with the stress. Since her means of dealing with the stress of moving involves sitting in the recliner with a bottle of Cuervo in one hand and a cigarette in the other, I think schmoop may be a safer option. At least since I still have to go into work tommorrow. But I feel strange - vidding sweet love?? Is this me? Surely not. This is not me, this is not like me at all. Stop and marvel. But is isn't as if I could focus on anything constructive right now - and this is just vidding itself, I'm just watching. And I feel a little calmer. And Dawn says that

heres_luck would approve since it is a song from my

heres_luck CD that I am vidding. I look at her dubiously and Dawn says that obviously

heres_luck wants me to vid a sweet love song - she is practically begging me to vid it - since she sent me the song. So

heres_luck, this schmoops for you!

I am also feeling better because

jainieg sent me a thing of great beauty. And I got to gab with

truthseekersara for a bit before Dawn reclaimed the phone (and I swear that I have other interests besides pretty boys kissing,

truthseekersara, just not right at this moment).

Friday is my last day in the Memphis Office - I am due in Lexington Monday at 8:00 am. I can do this. I will be offline until around the July 1 so no one do anything. Seriously. Or someone keep a list of everything that happens.

mrmonkeybottoms I am looking at you. Oh - and

sockkpuppett I want to talk to you before I leave!