I'm Going Through Possession Withdrawal
Jun. 25th, 2003 11:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sisabetI have my entire life surrounding me in boxes and only access to one pair of shoes. Brown suede shoes. In June. In Memphis. I really should have thought ahead.
I had a long and very funny post here about moving and stress and my fear of crying in public (topped only by my fear of heights and intimacy). I don't know where it went. It was really funny though, so feel free to laugh and pretend I just said something extremely witty or wacky or a combination of the two. Moving is hard and leaving friends behind is harder... but I just want it over with so there, bye and so long. Except for J. I'm moving his ass with me - he just hasn't accepted it yet. His going away card called me "mentor, sister, friend." *Sob* - I think I have a new catch phrase.
Dawn is encouraging me to vid schmoop as a means of dealing with the stress. Since her means of dealing with the stress of moving involves sitting in the recliner with a bottle of Cuervo in one hand and a cigarette in the other, I think schmoop may be a safer option. At least since I still have to go into work tommorrow. But I feel strange - vidding sweet love?? Is this me? Surely not. This is not me, this is not like me at all. Stop and marvel. But is isn't as if I could focus on anything constructive right now - and this is just vidding itself, I'm just watching. And I feel a little calmer. And Dawn says that![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
heres_luck would approve since it is a song from my heres_luck CD that I am vidding. I look at her dubiously and Dawn says that obviously heres_luck wants me to vid a sweet love song - she is practically begging me to vid it - since she sent me the song. So heres_luck, this schmoops for you!
I am also feeling better becausejainieg sent me a thing of great beauty. And I got to gab with truthseekersara for a bit before Dawn reclaimed the phone (and I swear that I have other interests besides pretty boys kissing, truthseekersara, just not right at this moment).
Friday is my last day in the Memphis Office - I am due in Lexington Monday at 8:00 am. I can do this. I will be offline until around the July 1 so no one do anything. Seriously. Or someone keep a list of everything that happens.mrmonkeybottoms I am looking at you. Oh - and sockkpuppett I want to talk to you before I leave!
I had a long and very funny post here about moving and stress and my fear of crying in public (topped only by my fear of heights and intimacy). I don't know where it went. It was really funny though, so feel free to laugh and pretend I just said something extremely witty or wacky or a combination of the two. Moving is hard and leaving friends behind is harder... but I just want it over with so there, bye and so long. Except for J. I'm moving his ass with me - he just hasn't accepted it yet. His going away card called me "mentor, sister, friend." *Sob* - I think I have a new catch phrase.
Dawn is encouraging me to vid schmoop as a means of dealing with the stress. Since her means of dealing with the stress of moving involves sitting in the recliner with a bottle of Cuervo in one hand and a cigarette in the other, I think schmoop may be a safer option. At least since I still have to go into work tommorrow. But I feel strange - vidding sweet love?? Is this me? Surely not. This is not me, this is not like me at all. Stop and marvel. But is isn't as if I could focus on anything constructive right now - and this is just vidding itself, I'm just watching. And I feel a little calmer. And Dawn says that
heres_luck would approve since it is a song from my heres_luck CD that I am vidding. I look at her dubiously and Dawn says that obviously heres_luck wants me to vid a sweet love song - she is practically begging me to vid it - since she sent me the song. So heres_luck, this schmoops for you! I am also feeling better because
jainieg sent me a thing of great beauty. And I got to gab with truthseekersara for a bit before Dawn reclaimed the phone (and I swear that I have other interests besides pretty boys kissing, truthseekersara, just not right at this moment). Friday is my last day in the Memphis Office - I am due in Lexington Monday at 8:00 am. I can do this. I will be offline until around the July 1 so no one do anything. Seriously. Or someone keep a list of everything that happens.
mrmonkeybottoms I am looking at you. Oh - and sockkpuppett I want to talk to you before I leave!
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Date: 2003-06-25 09:55 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2003-06-26 06:36 am (UTC)Anyway, you better do that song justice. Sweetness + lust -- definitely the way to go.
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Date: 2003-06-26 06:44 am (UTC)I am a sap. I thought I was tough and callous and possibly a bit to cynical for my own good, but nope. I'm a big girl who wants a happy ending and true love. Life is tough but kissing makes it better. Could that be my new motto?
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Date: 2003-06-26 06:57 am (UTC)And I like your motto. After all, badass girls need love too. We just want it on our own damn terms.
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Date: 2003-06-27 07:17 pm (UTC)New Motto: Will Vid for Soup.
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Date: 2003-06-26 08:36 am (UTC)Hope it all went well for you.
::kissage::
Are you still in TN?
Date: 2003-06-26 08:55 am (UTC)Re: Are you still in TN?
Date: 2003-06-27 07:20 pm (UTC)*bitter due to lack of sleep and the day that Will. Not. End.*
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Date: 2003-06-26 12:07 pm (UTC)Hope all goes well.