Nov. 15th, 2005

sisabet: (bigdamnhero)
So my entire "The Dirty South" CD will rip just fine except for the ONE TRACK I NEED. Grrrr.

I've thrown Exact Copy and Roxio and if my head wasn't so fuzzy, I'd throw something else at it. No dice. Maybe it is scratched (NOOOOOO!!!) Except it plays fine. Grr.

So, please help me Friendslist, you are my only hope. I need a copy of "Goddamned Lonely Love" for, er, research purposes.
sisabet: (chloesales)
Yeah - I have insomnia. BIG SURPRISE. Y'all are just gonna have to deal with spam like this.

Cut for chat with [livejournal.com profile] renenet tonight after watching my second favorite Bad Movie in the world: Resident Evil: Apocalypse.

Oh and we are bemoaning the fact that at this point, we are pretty much reading anything.

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I am still running on an interesting sleep deficit - so far we are at a total of 12 hours for the past 3 days.

Interestingly? I am not one bit tired right now. I even forgot to drink a full cup of coffee this morning *and* right in front of me is a hardly touched Diet Mountain Dew from lunch. Apparently, when I am dosed with the pre-meth (otherwise known as sudafed) I titrate my caffeine intake completely differently than I would on any other day.

I can't believe I never noticed before the insane effect sudafed has on my body. I'm noticing now, of course.

I am much more scattered than I was even before this week which is actually kind of terrifying in a professional sense as I was barely able to maintain focus and get my job kinda done before this week. And now I am looking back on last week with longing. I can't really tell what is lack of sleep and what is sudafed. Normally when I am really tired, I cry a lot. Right now? The stuff that makes me want to cry is kinda sailing over my head at first and it is taking me so long to catch it that by the time I figure out that, hey - this is really frustrating - I've forgotten it again.

Which - again can be a BIG problem as I am fairly certain I told several people "I'll take care of it" today and now I can't remember if I actually did take care of it. Or who the people were. Or what it was I was supposed to take care of. So much for customer service.

Of course, now that I don't want to stab myself in the face as a way to relieve sinus pressure, I am a much more cheerful person so there are trade-offs.

Also? I was gonna post how Angel this morning was "Spin the Bottle" but that was yesterday - wasn't it? Crap, I don't remember this morning. How did I get here? This is not my beautiful house. This is not my beautiful wife.

I'm worried about the lack of focus. Or I would be worried if I gave a shit. Huh. Wow. I do not give a shit. I could be a team member on Stargate:Atlantis.

Teyla: And this is the tribal elder. We must pay our respects to him before he will allow us into the city proper.

Me: Whatever. Anybody seen my hackysack? ::checks email::

I was planning on seeing a doctor in January (2005 was all about being responsible and living on a budget and 2006 is all about me joining an HMO) but maybe I should bump that up? Except I'd just forget to go.

ETA: Um - so maybe part of the problem is burnout? Cause I just filled out my vacation carry-over sheet and it looks like I will have approximately 36 days in 2006.

There is no way this is right.

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