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[sisabet]

I don't think I will be able to vid until this housing situation is resolved. Which means that I am in this big avoidance mode with my computer right now.

I want to be anywhere it is not. Since I don't vid on my work laptop, it is nonthreatening and welcoming. The Desktop,however, sits and judges me, thereby making me unable to do what needs to be done to finish a damned vid. It is this vicious cycle of non-accomplishment.

At least I have a lot of movies to watch. Next up "12 Monkeys" cause I am on a Bruce Willis kick and I blame permetaform. Then, I'll finish reading the first volume of "Preacher" and start on "The Watchmen" and then I'll clean my kitchen and give the dog a bath and wait a second... Tonight is Friday - right? I could go out. I mean there is nothing stopping me - theoretically. I could even get a date and go out and do that.

Shit. I am so stressed, I am actually contemplating leaving my house of my own free will. This is bad.

I should probably stay home, watch Comedy Central and evaluate some files to catch up on the work I am ignoring now as I freak out. That sounds more like me then this reckless socializing. That's just nuts.

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[tzikeh.livejournal.com]

You're gonna go from Preacher to Watchmen?

Heh.

Heh heh heh.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Apparently not. No, tonight I am drinking and vidding. Maybe if I push it, I can finish and post "Would" and then get the other vid in some kinda order and then track and hunt Miss M thru the nether regions of cyberspace so we can brainstorm about her vid.

I kinda want to do that one vid we talked about in the hotel room. It is alarming how much I want to do this vid. I think it would be charming but I need help with finding the perfect version of the song. Naturally, I look to you.

[tzikeh.livejournal.com]

I kinda want to do that one vid we talked about in the hotel room. It is alarming how much I want to do this vid.

Well, I think you *should*!

I think it would be charming but I need help with finding the perfect version of the song. Naturally, I look to you.

Heh. Are you going to be on chat tonight?

[sdwolfpup.livejournal.com]

God, your life sounds like my life right now. Except I'm watching 'Jurassic Park.' I blame teh_indy and her beautiful JP icons.

[luminosity]

Ummm, don't you have, like, two vids you *have* to finish by July 1? Just askin'.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

::hyperventillates::

I thought I had until July 15th. July 1st???? Oh god.

I can't even replace the clip of Spike in "Would" that needs replacing and I know exactly what to do.

I have no idea what to do on the most important project. None at all. And now my yahoo account is full and probably bouncing and I still leave it alone. Fuck - I am putting a deposit on a place today. Even if it doesn't have a dishwasher. Even if I hate the bathroom. I hate this more and I can grow to have a fondness with pink tile. I'll just pretend I am Lana Lang every morning.

Crap. July 1st. What the hell am I gonna do? Are you started on yours?

[luminosity]

God! Is it July 15? I've been laboring under the impression that it's July 1. If it's July 15, I can stop hyperventilating and breaking out in hives. Further investigation is required here.

I have NOT officially started on it, but I've officially converted the wav file and named the project. That counts, right? and I took Sex on Wheels off the HD. That counts, right?

Yay for the deposit! Remember, you have moving guys coming on... I dunno, June 14? You asked for a reminder. :)

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Yes - moving people on June 14th - right. Just keep telling me that.

Okay - so I don't know what day it is. Someone should hunt down Shallot and throw ourselves on her mercy. Maybe she just wants a status on the vid July 1 and the finished product on July 15. Maybe I made the entire July 15th thing up just as a defense mechanism so I would be able to breathe. There are so many possibilities here.

Okay - in an effort to stave off pure, unadulterated panic, I have paid my registration for VVC. Now it is official. I will be there. No one can stop me now. Oh crap I need to see if Eunice was reserving the room or if I was. I know we talked about it and came to a decision about who would do what, but now I can't remember who is doing the what.

I need to go into deep vidding isolation and soon. That is the only way to survive. Like "The Day After Tommorrow" only with avi files instead of temperature drops.

[tzikeh.livejournal.com]

1)
Sha-LOTT, not SHALL-ot. She's a lady, not an onion.

2)
Monday July 12: All vids that are *not* for the premieres show (even if the vid is premiering at the con) must be received.

Monday August 2: All vids for the premieres show must be received.

Deep breath. Crane. Swan.

[luminosity]

Exhale. Flying Erase Head. Evita.

Praise JESUS!!

What could be better?

[truthseekersara.livejournal.com]

When given a choice, always pick staying home with Jon Stewart....