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Jun. 4th, 2004 03:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sisabetI don't think I will be able to vid until this housing situation is resolved. Which means that I am in this big avoidance mode with my computer right now.
I want to be anywhere it is not. Since I don't vid on my work laptop, it is nonthreatening and welcoming. The Desktop,however, sits and judges me, thereby making me unable to do what needs to be done to finish a damned vid. It is this vicious cycle of non-accomplishment.
At least I have a lot of movies to watch. Next up "12 Monkeys" cause I am on a Bruce Willis kick and I blame![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
permetaform. Then, I'll finish reading the first volume of "Preacher" and start on "The Watchmen" and then I'll clean my kitchen and give the dog a bath and wait a second... Tonight is Friday - right? I could go out. I mean there is nothing stopping me - theoretically. I could even get a date and go out and do that.
Shit. I am so stressed, I am actually contemplating leaving my house of my own free will. This is bad.
I should probably stay home, watch Comedy Central and evaluate some files to catch up on the work I am ignoring now as I freak out. That sounds more like me then this reckless socializing. That's just nuts.
I want to be anywhere it is not. Since I don't vid on my work laptop, it is nonthreatening and welcoming. The Desktop,however, sits and judges me, thereby making me unable to do what needs to be done to finish a damned vid. It is this vicious cycle of non-accomplishment.
At least I have a lot of movies to watch. Next up "12 Monkeys" cause I am on a Bruce Willis kick and I blame
permetaform. Then, I'll finish reading the first volume of "Preacher" and start on "The Watchmen" and then I'll clean my kitchen and give the dog a bath and wait a second... Tonight is Friday - right? I could go out. I mean there is nothing stopping me - theoretically. I could even get a date and go out and do that. Shit. I am so stressed, I am actually contemplating leaving my house of my own free will. This is bad.
I should probably stay home, watch Comedy Central and evaluate some files to catch up on the work I am ignoring now as I freak out. That sounds more like me then this reckless socializing. That's just nuts.
