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Jan. 17th, 2003 06:04 pmHere is the deal - I refuse to be depressed anymore. I am putting my foot down. If you could see me now, you would see me wearing my determined face. I mean business, people.
I have been really disconnected from all the vids that I have started and unable to even get into any new projects and I am sick of it - I am blah, but no more. I saw Luminosity's new Highlander vid and now I want to vid again. Inspiring doesn't even begin to cover it - as soon as it is posted I'll link to it. I'll also talk more about it then cause it is just plain mean to go on about this incredible vid that isn't even up yet.
Apparently, out of all the LJ BtVS characters, only
thefirstevil and
d_minion seem to be cool with the slash vids, hence I have friended them. Of course, I friended them a long time before all this, so maybe those psychic skills I wanted to develop are finally coming to pass. Whoopee! Although, I'm kinda perturbed that Xander doesn't like me...
Okay - Farscape in half an hour... Watch it. Please. You'll like it. If you have a Nielson Box watch it twice (repeats later on). Remember how for seven years you wanted to find out what the hell happened to Samantha Mulder? Remember how frelling cheated you felt after watching "Closure"? She what? And the Starlight who? WTF? Not gonna happen tonight. Watch "Terra Firma" and there is emotional payoff. And angst. And it just gets better. Watch it and mourn its passing but watch it.
I am not a shippy person by far - but I am so down with John and Aeryn -- they are my big honking chunk o' destiny. I make shippy screencaps for VCD labels. I make myself sick with the schmoop - cause I buy it. Hook, line and sinker I love that poor bastard John Crichton and he loves her. Truly. And she loves him back. And that baby may not be his but he will never be all "Sorry you had to give away your baby, Scully. Know you liked that kid and all." Damn.
Maybe I'll work on the Farscape vid later...
I have been really disconnected from all the vids that I have started and unable to even get into any new projects and I am sick of it - I am blah, but no more. I saw Luminosity's new Highlander vid and now I want to vid again. Inspiring doesn't even begin to cover it - as soon as it is posted I'll link to it. I'll also talk more about it then cause it is just plain mean to go on about this incredible vid that isn't even up yet.
Apparently, out of all the LJ BtVS characters, only
Okay - Farscape in half an hour... Watch it. Please. You'll like it. If you have a Nielson Box watch it twice (repeats later on). Remember how for seven years you wanted to find out what the hell happened to Samantha Mulder? Remember how frelling cheated you felt after watching "Closure"? She what? And the Starlight who? WTF? Not gonna happen tonight. Watch "Terra Firma" and there is emotional payoff. And angst. And it just gets better. Watch it and mourn its passing but watch it.
I am not a shippy person by far - but I am so down with John and Aeryn -- they are my big honking chunk o' destiny. I make shippy screencaps for VCD labels. I make myself sick with the schmoop - cause I buy it. Hook, line and sinker I love that poor bastard John Crichton and he loves her. Truly. And she loves him back. And that baby may not be his but he will never be all "Sorry you had to give away your baby, Scully. Know you liked that kid and all." Damn.
Maybe I'll work on the Farscape vid later...
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Date: 2003-01-18 09:12 am (UTC)I have been really disconnected from all the vids that I have started and unable to even get into any new projects and I am sick of it - I am blah, but no more.
This is a normal progression when you're vidding. I go through it, other vidders that I know go through it. Usually (which is why there's method in my madness), if someone will just talk about vidding with me, I can get past it. One thing that I've discovered--the thing that sometimes makes me feel disconnected--is when I have more vids in progress than I can handle. Then, I just *put some away*. I mean, really. I pull them off the HD and onto CD. When I finish what I'm working on, I'll pull one from the pile and begin again. It's a carousel of data!
OTOH, if I helped you vault past it, yay me! and yay you!
:)
p.s. Swing is announced. Go get it!
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Date: 2003-01-19 11:48 am (UTC)Whew! Thank goodness. I would have blogged about it yesterday, but I got a migraine from my vid (there may be too many flashes there - hee).
And you did help me get back into a vid, more than you will ever know. "Middle of the Road" would be finished now if Premiere would only cooperate.
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Date: 2003-01-19 03:23 pm (UTC)OTOH (On the other hand LOL), the idea that you're in the middle of a vid that I *know nothing about* is disconcerting. heee heee I can't wait to see it. And while I'm thinking about it? I sure would like to gaze upon Mission Temple one last time before I die.
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Date: 2003-01-21 03:39 pm (UTC)Middle of the Road is finished now - wanna see? AIM me, I'm still really insecure about it. You saw an early draft of it months ago (probably in October - Pretenders, Buffy POV - everything moves really fast) - I worked on it before I started Mission and then Closer took the entire computer over...