Greetings From the Gray Cubicle of Mediocrity

[sisabet]

To everyone that was so nice to me yesterday, I just wanna give you a big group hug. Seriously, I feel much lighter today, if not better, than less heavy - if that makes any sense. Like Angel after he slept with Darla. This sharing deal is cool, yo.

Also valereix cheered me up. Privately. Yee-haw.

I am currently wondering how many times one can read "Maps and Legends" without having a mental break from reality. I can quote shit now. It's great but it just feeds that fannish hunger of more, more, more. I was really sad when I got to the last page - maybe there will be a sequel? ::brightens::

Still can't decide if I'm gonna trek down to Florida this weekend for A.'s wedding. I should go and part of me wants to go, but damn. Florida. I'm just not feeling the roadtrip vibe, especially since Dawn has to work and everyone else in town that I could have gone with is leaving tonight or has bailed. I want to see A. get married and I know it is important to her that at least someone from my family be there, but I just don't know if I can logistically work this out. I talked to S's girlfriend last night and supposedly he is going to call me today to talk me into going. Normally he can talk me into anything, but since this will be via the phone, batting of the eyes will be useless on me. I'm a sucker for eye-batting.

Soo - tonight is either packing or vegging. I am really and truly boring today. Damn. Dudes, I am sorry. Perhaps all of my entertainment value was a result of my tightly controlled angst? Crap, if becoming an emotionally-well adjusted adult means losing my edge, well then I think ya'll know my decision.

I was gonna rec some stuff, but it requires linkage and this overwhelming sense of either ennui or low-blood sugar just hit, so I'll save it for later.

Comments

[7spoons.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty boring today, too, my main. But I just bought two new CDs to perk me up: the Hedwig soundtrack and Ms. Dynamite. Shareable.

::hugs you back::

[valerie-z.livejournal.com]

Also valereix cheered me up. Privately.

This makes it sound like I performed oral sex on you.

Which is actually a very good idea.

Feel better. And vent whenever you need to.

[sparkledark.livejournal.com]

Glad you're feeling lighter, if not better. Venting is good. Maybe not as good as sleeping with Darla, but hey, we can't all be the Angel man.

::hugs::

I was really sad when I got to the last page - maybe there will be a sequel? ::brightens::

Actually, yeah, there probably will be. They've got a business to set up and shit. And we've got some Justin torture to dish out.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

NOooooo don't torture the Justin....okay, maybe just a little. But then I want ice cream kisses, kay?

[momentsintime.livejournal.com]

what part of Florida sweets?

[renenet.livejournal.com]

I adore you at all times. That is all.

[sparkledark.livejournal.com]

Oh, there will be lots of kisses. The torture will be from an external source this time- classic hurt/comfort I'm afraid. Cause they do that so well. And making pretty boys suffer is fun.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

But I like Brian pain more. Brian pain is all angry and lashing out and delicious and I'll shut up now cause hell - you could decide to chuck it all and write Mike/Ted OTP and I'd read it and go, "Yeah!!" Mike and Ted!!

[sparkledark.livejournal.com]

Oh but, see, Brian will be in immense pain because Justin is in pain. He will be in MORE pain than Justin, even though Justin is the one going through the ordeal. So he will be angry and lashing and psychotic. And then he will need to attempt to be strong for Justin when it's all over, even though he's a fucking basket case. So, it's really all about Brian's pain in the end.

[silviakundera.livejournal.com]

Actually, yeah, there probably will be.

oh god, don't be joking don't be joking.

*has a near seziure*

(um. though I still need to write you that Maps and Legends incoherent email of devotion and praise. which I'll be getting around to soon. I swear.)

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Well, as long as Brian is in pain...just no stakes in the neck. I already confuse him enough with Angel as it is.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Yeah - I actually plan on blathering about it this weekend if I stay in town.

[sparkledark.livejournal.com]

(um. though I still need to write you that Maps and Legends incoherent email of devotion and praise. which I'll be getting around to soon. I swear.)

Oh, thank you! I owe you an incoherent email as well, about your "Fast as You Can" video. I've been watching it all day. Obsessively, actually.

[jainieg.livejournal.com]

Yeah! What MiT said! What part of Florida are you guys going to be in? If you're going, that is. 'Cos, you know, the moment you cross the state line, that means you automatically have to come and see ME. 'Cos, yeah. In-person QaF squee, possibly some pizza and mini-tour of the new digs... definite must.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Awww...well it's Friday and it looks like I'm staying in town :(

But I think the wedding is in Destin.