To everyone that was so nice to me yesterday, I just wanna give you a big group hug. Seriously, I feel much lighter today, if not better, than less heavy - if that makes any sense. Like Angel after he slept with Darla. This sharing deal is cool, yo.
Also
valereix cheered me up. Privately. Yee-haw.
I am currently wondering how many times one can read "Maps and Legends" without having a mental break from reality. I can quote shit now. It's great but it just feeds that fannish hunger of more, more, more. I was really sad when I got to the last page - maybe there will be a sequel? ::brightens::
Still can't decide if I'm gonna trek down to Florida this weekend for A.'s wedding. I should go and part of me wants to go, but damn. Florida. I'm just not feeling the roadtrip vibe, especially since Dawn has to work and everyone else in town that I could have gone with is leaving tonight or has bailed. I want to see A. get married and I know it is important to her that at least someone from my family be there, but I just don't know if I can logistically work this out. I talked to S's girlfriend last night and supposedly he is going to call me today to talk me into going. Normally he can talk me into anything, but since this will be via the phone, batting of the eyes will be useless on me. I'm a sucker for eye-batting.
Soo - tonight is either packing or vegging. I am really and truly boring today. Damn. Dudes, I am sorry. Perhaps all of my entertainment value was a result of my tightly controlled angst? Crap, if becoming an emotionally-well adjusted adult means losing my edge, well then I think ya'll know my decision.
I was gonna rec some stuff, but it requires linkage and this overwhelming sense of either ennui or low-blood sugar just hit, so I'll save it for later.
Also
I am currently wondering how many times one can read "Maps and Legends" without having a mental break from reality. I can quote shit now. It's great but it just feeds that fannish hunger of more, more, more. I was really sad when I got to the last page - maybe there will be a sequel? ::brightens::
Still can't decide if I'm gonna trek down to Florida this weekend for A.'s wedding. I should go and part of me wants to go, but damn. Florida. I'm just not feeling the roadtrip vibe, especially since Dawn has to work and everyone else in town that I could have gone with is leaving tonight or has bailed. I want to see A. get married and I know it is important to her that at least someone from my family be there, but I just don't know if I can logistically work this out. I talked to S's girlfriend last night and supposedly he is going to call me today to talk me into going. Normally he can talk me into anything, but since this will be via the phone, batting of the eyes will be useless on me. I'm a sucker for eye-batting.
Soo - tonight is either packing or vegging. I am really and truly boring today. Damn. Dudes, I am sorry. Perhaps all of my entertainment value was a result of my tightly controlled angst? Crap, if becoming an emotionally-well adjusted adult means losing my edge, well then I think ya'll know my decision.
I was gonna rec some stuff, but it requires linkage and this overwhelming sense of either ennui or low-blood sugar just hit, so I'll save it for later.