A New Obsession is Born...

[sisabet]

I got the job. Yay me - a demotion opf sorts, but the transfer comes with more money, less responsibility and a moving package that will either go into the savings account (smart girl) or a new PC (foolish choices). I rewarded the apparent fact that I did not say "fuck" in the interview with the season 2 Queer As Folk DVDs. I started watching at 10 pm last night. I finished a few hours ago and I'm rewatching season one as I type this.

I need help getting season 3 - any newsgroup or IRC info would be appreciated (email is sisabet@yahoo.com).

I am fascinated by Brian Kinney. I am more than fascinated - I am obsessed/besotted/taken/intimidated and just plain feeling the "guh" over Brian Kinney. He is everything I look for in a leading man: he has the intimacy issues of Angel and the emotional maturity of Fox Mulder, or vice versa. It has to be more than the "pretty" reaction. I think it is also the arrogant asshole factor - figure in pretty and tall and I am a goner. What this says about my relationships in general, I won't go into - this is LJ, not therapy, although sometimes it is hard to tell the difference. LJ Therapy. Has a sort of ring to it.

Okay - let me get this out of the way as well: *yells* Justin -N- Brian 4-Eva!!!

I have never been much of a shipper. Almost all of my favorite pairing have been pretty much confined to the subtext. I was feeling a slight Spike/Buffy vibe this year after Beneath You and Chosen aired - didn't really last long in either case. I was hardcore Buffy/Angel back in the day, but I am over that...really. I am. For the most part. Other than that, few of my 'ships have been depicted onscreen... and then I saw this show and one was and now I am really freaking myself out. At one point today I began to resent *all* non Brian/Justin scenes. Well, all except for the Brian scenes - cause It Is All About Brian right now. Is this how the Spuffy people feel? Cause it really, really sucks. I mean - I was getting fed up with my beloved Emmett today for taking up valuable J/B screen time and that is just wrong cause Emmett is precious. I need to step back and reaccess... but the J/B relationship is just so hot and fucked up and just a freaking train wreck...I may be ruined for subtext now, as consequence.

Comments

[missmurchison.livejournal.com]

Yay! about the new job!

the transfer comes with more money, less responsibility and a moving package

Sounds like whatever the official status of this transfer is, they really want you out there! Well, duh--everyone wants Sisabet. It's the natural order of things.

Congratulations.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

I think they think that I will come into this office - sit down at my new desk and get to work immediately. Which I will, so damn straight give me more money! Hee. I am so relieved.