I Have Had No Coffee Today.

[sisabet]

This is the second time this year that I have been in a bad mood lasting more than a day or two. Currently, I am so grumpy that I can kill you with my mind (and probably wish to do so).

I am not fit for company or comments. Is it possible to suffer from PMS in the middle of a cycle? Note that this is a rhetorical question because if someone actually answered me, I'd be all pissed. "Oh look at you, Miss-I-Have-All-the-Uterus-Information-and-You-Don't. You think you're better than me?" and it just wouldn't end well.

I tried reading TwoP cause at least Al Lowe likes Deadwood...but then I got pissed off because she just doesn't get it, not like she should. She should be telling me something I don't already see or illuminating something and instead I just get mad cause she is missing the point and people recapping television on professional sites should be fucking smarter than this.

Of course I could be wrong, but right now I *hate* her. Hate is a strong word I will regret when this mood passes so I will take a deep breath and say that I don't actually hate her and I wish no ill will of her, but I think she needs to take a step back and possibly see how things are connecting and man, if is wasn't that she is missing the boat so badly on Wolcott, I'd not be pissed.

And then I made the mistake of trying to read one of Strega's reviews of Battlestar Galactica and dude. Just. God. No.

I do hate her. I really do. I hate her and I will quit going to that site once and for all. Soon.

I am a mass of writhing negative energy. I should have laser beams instead of eyes. I'd like that. That would be nice.

Currently I am sleeping about 11-10 hours a night and the rest of the time that I am not at work is spent glaring at Premiere. You heard me. Glaring. That rat bastard. I hate him, too.

I don't hate Charlie Utter. Charlie can live.

Comments

[mlyn.livejournal.com]

Is it possible to suffer from PMS in the middle of a cycle?

I've been wondering the same thing.

Also, everyone but Charlie and my flist must die.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Charlie wants to save Jane. Let's put her on the short list of people to not kill.

[mlyn.livejournal.com]

*Salutes*

Oh, and hey, it turns out mid-month PMS is normal. Hormonal fluctuations and everything.

*Gives finger to the ovaries*

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

FUCK EM ALL!!

[luminosity]

The "P" in "PMS" can stand for Pre-, Post-, or Peri-.

I suffer from all of them, all at once sometimes.

[nerdanel.livejournal.com]

Amen! In fact, when I first heard of it as a young teen, I thought that it made more sense for it to be "post", because for some reason, I was most grumpy and tired and angry at the world then.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

You are EveryWomanIntheWorld!! At the same time!!!

At the risk of being killed...

[laurashapiro.livejournal.com]

I love you.

There, I said it. And I'm not afraid.

Re: At the risk of being killed...

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Bravery and Love at a time it was sorely needed. Thank you.

Re: At the risk of being killed...

[laurashapiro.livejournal.com]

Anytime. {{{L}}}

[klia.livejournal.com]

Is it possible to suffer from PMS in the middle of a cycle?

I'm not a uterus expert, nor do I play one on TV, but if you're in the middle, you could be ovulating, and sometimes that sucks just as much (grumpiness, weepiness, moods swinging off chandeliers, etc.).

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Turns out my cycle was off and my moodiness was right on target. Go figure the ways of the woman, right? Heh.

[klia.livejournal.com]

Mystery solved. I guess we're not all that mysterious, though, are we? :P

[renenet.livejournal.com]

If there's anything you need, you know I would make you a home in my jail cell or transport your whores out of town in a wagon, right?

[lydiabell.livejournal.com]

I can't believe Hallmark doesn't make a card bearing that sentiment.

[sivib.livejournal.com]

Amen, sister. Testify.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

If there's anything you need, you know I would make you a home in my jail cell or transport your whores out of town in a wagon, right?

::loves you hard, like Charlie loves his people::

[brynnmck.livejournal.com]

It makes very little difference, but I'm taking a certain amount of satisfaction in the fact that, if you get to Strega's later BSG recaps (specifically KLG1 and 2), you'll see she's slowly being turned into a fangirl.

Still, I'm over that site, too. It provides much more frustration than enjoyment for me these days.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

I can't put up with Strega's fangirl curve. Actually, I can't deal with her. I love this show and I love the characters and I am used to her just not getting that.

Twop is on a decline - a steady decline - for sure.

[sivib.livejournal.com]

Sometimes it feels good to get a mad on, y'know? I have found that beating the hell out of the padded backstops behind the basketball hoops at my gym helps a lot. I got gloves and everything, and it makes a most satisfying smack when I hit. I'm learning to throw a pretty good punch, too.

OTOH, if you're mad at me, please disregard my email entirely. I didn't mean to impose.

OTOOH, if it's not me, I hope you feel better soon.

OTOOOH, you're right, Charlie can do no wrong. He's got such a big heart.

[sivib.livejournal.com]

Never mind about the email thing. I'm an idiot.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

I was searching my inbox, convinced that I had, as expected, lost my mind. I am relieved. There is no email, right?

[sivib.livejournal.com]

Nope. There should have been, but I sent it to the wrong person. Are you at all interested in looking at a work in progress and giving me your opinion as to its viability? Iman, natch.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Fic or vid? I am not that great in the written word arena (but I have lots of ideas) so keep this in mind.

[sivib.livejournal.com]

Fic. Ideas are mainly what I'm looking for, as well as if I should even be bothering to continue the project.

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

I don't know that I am the best person to come to - I've only read maybe 4-5 I-man stories total that I have enjoyed (and none have been very long at all. My life is an infinite tragedy). I love the characters tremendously, but I avoid most of the fanfic out there cause it just doesn't hit my Iman kinks.

This is a personal thing, more about me and the characters and my take on them, than about the fandom getting it wrong or right. There is no wrong or right - there is just you -- ya know? So I rely on a couple of people here and there, who know my Bobby and Darien issues intimately, to holler at me when something comes along the pike that might ping with me. So, yeah - doesn't mean the stories that I don't read are not good - just they don't ping to me.

And I am a difficult ping. I know this. I rarely read fanfic at all because of this and when I do it is usually just the people who have previously pinged with me. This is why I am so rabidly consuming Stargate Atlantis fan fic written by astolat and merry and torch right now - the way they write the Rodney/John pairing pings with me and my geek love. Rodney and John - theirloveissomathy.

But this is just me. And I don't write and most of my ideas are stupid or rather strange (although, in my head, the Fantasy Island thing works perfectly). So again, I don't know if I am the go-to person for fic. I'll try but I am just not that fictionally well rounded. You know that one story about Darien and Bobby post "It Hurts When You Do This" where Bobby had recurring brain damage and had to go undercover as a janitor (I can never remember titles) at a high school? Tons of people loved that story and it did nothing for me at all. Not because it was a bad story - it just didn't ping with me.

[sivib.livejournal.com]

I quite understand, and if you'd rather not that's cool. I in no way want to impose.

Rilly rilly like your vids, btw. If you're not so hot with the fic, know that you are kickin with the vids. I wish I could do half of what you do, seriously.

allergies

[retired-mom.livejournal.com]

Maybe it is your allergies...I just read an article in the newspaper this morning that said Lexington leads nations's worst cities for spring allergies....it moved from #16 last year to #1 this year...what an area to be #1 ...but could account for your "mood"....love, mom

Re: allergies

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

I think you are right - that and PMS are it.

[allisgood.livejournal.com]

Ok, since you are pissed I might has well take the chance that this will piss you off because if it doesnt it might be worth it.
Forgetting about the substance of your anger but addressing only what **might **be an exaggerated reaction let me tell you something I learned after many years dealing with the use of complementary medicine.
Coffee doesnt help at all if you have PMS and it's not the caffeine necessarily it's the oils.
It's a build up, being off coffee isnt going to make a reaction disappear right away.
Tea is culprit as well, that is regular tea ,not herbal.


Wnat some more?? Sleeping too much unless there is a medical reason to do so is not as bad as being sleep deprived but it doesnt help the nervous system.

I also think that beating yourself up for hating anyone or anything is a waste becasue there are plenty of people who will do it for you.
If you feel it, you feel it so -shout it out, if anyone takes it personally if it's not meant to be, f**kem and if it *is* meant to be f**kem, maybe they should learn to be smarter and more perceptive when they comment on tv shows or anything else:))

that's all for now--negative energy turned my way affects me even through a computer screen.
Hope you feel- better.

the end

[allisgood.livejournal.com]

Oh, and yes, allegies can be a large contributing cause of PMS ..

and one more thing, would you friend me please.



running very fast .........................

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

Hey - as you can see I have an extremely large fList that I can barely manage. I treat it as a reading list and really only am able to keep up with the filter I have set up for the people I actually physically know and am in touch with (and I still miss important stuff all the time). I try to get out and read other people's LJs but I don't add people to my reading list by request. This has been my policy on the subject for years. However, friend at will and know I rarely lock any posts (the posts I do lock are really of interest only to the people who actually know me).

I strive to not be a negative person (I think the fact that this is almost May and this was my second grumpy period of the year and that this is not *usual* says a lot about me) and I adore beating myself up over hate because I feel hate is a the most negative emotion possible (and also the most useless) and I find that when you confront it, you can conquer it.

This doesn't mean I am not capable of being pissed off or spouting vile or any of the other terrible things that all humans can do. It just means I am working on not being that way and I will fail a lot. When I fail, I need to look at it to see why and how to fix it.

[allisgood.livejournal.com]

OK--I dont know if I have a handle on this friending thing yet and how it works, - thanks for the .feedback

Sorry, for unsolicited advice, I'd love to blame any presumptuousness on the full moon----------------but...........

[sisabet.livejournal.com]

No worries here!