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Home and Thinking...
Apr. 21st, 2003 12:56 amThe drive back to Memphis just felt longer tonight...maybe it is because at one point after getting gas I re-entered I-40, going east instead of west and was almost back in Nashville before I realized that I was headed in the wrong frickin' direction. Sigh. My only excuse is I had been listening to a particular song and I had just been hit by the vid to it so I was not all focussy on the road - at least not with the reading of signs...
I'm tired and sleepy, but I don't know if I can sleep - my deadgaybuddyvampirecops are becoming rather stuck in a rut - I think that schmoop is the only way to dislodge them.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
rachelanton73 has been contemplating S/A schmoop and god love her she has inspired me. Except the deadgaybuddyvampirecops in my head are fast bypassing the schmoop and entering the schmaltz. I even see a pretend vid to "Don't Fade Away" by Willie Nelson and Brian McKnight - it really really should not go there. I need to find the brakes, cause even the "Lethal Weapon" love theme would be better than that.
It could be that the Lethal Weapon theme is playing itself out and I am just beginning to bore myself. Maybe I should get a boyfriend? The recent unearthing of the personal ad has me thinking having a straight guy around might be kinda nice - it is possible that I'm needing to get my schmoop on with a real-in-my-living-room kinda person. I was listening (before I got hit by the vid-idea) to some musicsaussy sent me and I was struck by this line in Elvis Costello's "Alibi"
But if I've done something wrong there's no "ifs and buts"
'Cause I love you just as much as I hate your guts
And it kinda made me miss having a boyfriend. And while I try to avoid any actual insight about me as a person that can be gleaned from that bit of info, it is quite possible that I just have spring fever. Actually - nevermind - that song is probably as schmoopy as I will ever be toward another human being and if I could develop a relationship that aspired to those lines, I would probably be very very happy. Or at least entertained.
I'm tired and sleepy, but I don't know if I can sleep - my deadgaybuddyvampirecops are becoming rather stuck in a rut - I think that schmoop is the only way to dislodge them.
rachelanton73 has been contemplating S/A schmoop and god love her she has inspired me. Except the deadgaybuddyvampirecops in my head are fast bypassing the schmoop and entering the schmaltz. I even see a pretend vid to "Don't Fade Away" by Willie Nelson and Brian McKnight - it really really should not go there. I need to find the brakes, cause even the "Lethal Weapon" love theme would be better than that.It could be that the Lethal Weapon theme is playing itself out and I am just beginning to bore myself. Maybe I should get a boyfriend? The recent unearthing of the personal ad has me thinking having a straight guy around might be kinda nice - it is possible that I'm needing to get my schmoop on with a real-in-my-living-room kinda person. I was listening (before I got hit by the vid-idea) to some music
saussy sent me and I was struck by this line in Elvis Costello's "Alibi"But if I've done something wrong there's no "ifs and buts"
'Cause I love you just as much as I hate your guts
And it kinda made me miss having a boyfriend. And while I try to avoid any actual insight about me as a person that can be gleaned from that bit of info, it is quite possible that I just have spring fever. Actually - nevermind - that song is probably as schmoopy as I will ever be toward another human being and if I could develop a relationship that aspired to those lines, I would probably be very very happy. Or at least entertained.
