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Oct. 21st, 2002 01:13 amWell, I'm a lot calmer now. I also feel fairly silly for the dramatics I put on earlier tonight. I admit I was a little carried away - but I was very upset - apparently a lot more than I realized. I think a lot of it had to do with the vidding woes of this weekend. Between Premiere consistently freezing and creative freeze-ups (see there is this freeze theme going on in my life)I was becoming convinced I will never complete a vid again. Then I see a vid that has my vid in it and I panicked.
I had to file "Mission Temple Fireworks Stand" -it is really causing problems - I can't even get a completed version one at this time. I'll pull it out in 2 weeks. I couldn't figure out where to begin with "Closer" - so much slash, such little time in crossovers. I've abandoned my "Buffy in Love" vid - cause, guess what? She ain't. Maybe she will be be one day - but she's not feelin' it now. Plus, everytime I got to the line "a fallen angel, with your wings set alight" and I was supposed to apply it to Spike I got alternately tickled and skeeved. Neither of those emotions are what I want to elicit with that vid. So - filing it. Maybe I'll pull it out one day. I liked a coupla moments - just not the "fallen angel" moments *snerk*.
I started another vid tonight - one that I'm not reaching to make. Also, I have a clear idea of the bridge and intro - so I'm vidding those first which is nice for a change. So I can still do this. Whew. Good.
I also talked to Mom and she totally spoiled me for Angel. I went for months not being spoiled and I make one crack about Cordelia tonight and Mom's all - "Now why did she come back with amnesia?" Mom - Angel doesn't air until midnight here.
The Tropicana - hee. My cousin used to have a show there when I was really young. I remember it was The Tropicana 'cause that was the kind of OJ I drank. He's at the Monte Carlo now. Anyone goes and meets Lance Burton, tell him you know Rhonda's kids. I didn't know that his previous gig was evil.
I had to file "Mission Temple Fireworks Stand" -it is really causing problems - I can't even get a completed version one at this time. I'll pull it out in 2 weeks. I couldn't figure out where to begin with "Closer" - so much slash, such little time in crossovers. I've abandoned my "Buffy in Love" vid - cause, guess what? She ain't. Maybe she will be be one day - but she's not feelin' it now. Plus, everytime I got to the line "a fallen angel, with your wings set alight" and I was supposed to apply it to Spike I got alternately tickled and skeeved. Neither of those emotions are what I want to elicit with that vid. So - filing it. Maybe I'll pull it out one day. I liked a coupla moments - just not the "fallen angel" moments *snerk*.
I started another vid tonight - one that I'm not reaching to make. Also, I have a clear idea of the bridge and intro - so I'm vidding those first which is nice for a change. So I can still do this. Whew. Good.
I also talked to Mom and she totally spoiled me for Angel. I went for months not being spoiled and I make one crack about Cordelia tonight and Mom's all - "Now why did she come back with amnesia?" Mom - Angel doesn't air until midnight here.
The Tropicana - hee. My cousin used to have a show there when I was really young. I remember it was The Tropicana 'cause that was the kind of OJ I drank. He's at the Monte Carlo now. Anyone goes and meets Lance Burton, tell him you know Rhonda's kids. I didn't know that his previous gig was evil.
