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I'm gonna finish a vid. I am. Me. A vid will be made and finished and it will be by me and I will have a finished vid. Oh yes. I will. I will have a finished vid and I will have it soon and it will be the vid that I wanted it to be and it will grow proud and tall and be a fine young man one day. Or maybe not. I don't really care cause I will be finished with it.
I would say that I would be done with the vid, but I had a substitute teacher in the fourth grade who always said that "Food gets done, work gets finished" and I swear I can't even remember who my fourth grade homeroom teacher was but I hear this substitute teacher in my head every day of my life.
What was I saying? Ah, yes - I have source now from the great fantabulucious
sockkpuppett and I have "Visitor" and "Prodigal" and "Heat" and "Witness" and "Exodus" and I know what needs to be done and what cuts need to occur and I will vid and it will be done. I mean finished. Or at least beta'ed.
Until then I am stuck in the office until after 7 with a huge daunting workload and I can't concentrate on shit cause I have a vid that I have been separated from and right now that is just cruel. God I need to focus. I so can't. Damn - maybe it is a good thing that I really haven't been dating a lot lately? This is me over a vid - imagine if it was a fella. Although, my intense focus tends to scare off the ones I like and when I don't really care, those boys just can't get enough. I used to be smart and pretended like I didn't really care when I actually did and I still had this uber-scary intense focus (think Angel watching Darla, only with less drawing) but I was able to mask it as something else. Maybe charity work or something - I don't know. I forget how I did it. I got involved in a relationship and forgot all my secrets. And I still am not working. Crap.
I would say that I would be done with the vid, but I had a substitute teacher in the fourth grade who always said that "Food gets done, work gets finished" and I swear I can't even remember who my fourth grade homeroom teacher was but I hear this substitute teacher in my head every day of my life.
What was I saying? Ah, yes - I have source now from the great fantabulucious
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Until then I am stuck in the office until after 7 with a huge daunting workload and I can't concentrate on shit cause I have a vid that I have been separated from and right now that is just cruel. God I need to focus. I so can't. Damn - maybe it is a good thing that I really haven't been dating a lot lately? This is me over a vid - imagine if it was a fella. Although, my intense focus tends to scare off the ones I like and when I don't really care, those boys just can't get enough. I used to be smart and pretended like I didn't really care when I actually did and I still had this uber-scary intense focus (think Angel watching Darla, only with less drawing) but I was able to mask it as something else. Maybe charity work or something - I don't know. I forget how I did it. I got involved in a relationship and forgot all my secrets. And I still am not working. Crap.
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Date: 2004-01-26 01:28 pm (UTC)Vid! Vid!
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Date: 2004-01-26 01:43 pm (UTC)Not that I am needy right now...
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Date: 2004-01-26 02:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-01-26 04:15 pm (UTC)In this way, I am no Mulder.
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Date: 2004-01-26 02:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-01-26 03:34 pm (UTC):)
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