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Nov. 1st, 2003 03:47 pmFor those of you keeping track and playing the home game I am now only 9/17th. I am severely demoralized at this point. I think I work for Wolfram & Hart.
I don't want to do this for the next 25-30 years. I really, really don't. But I like money. Money is nice. It buys happiness. Beg to differ with me? Try to be unhappy sitting on your boat. It is just not possible. Well, unless you are being murdered by some random drifter at sea - then I guess money really can't buy your happiness. But, it probably makes everthing else up to that point much more easily bearable. Those Perfect Storm guys didn't end up so happy either. Probably because they didn't have money. That and the giant tidal wave.
I should probably rethink the whole boat hypothesis.
Argghhhh. I hate this, I really hate my job and it is pulling teeth anymore to force myself to do it and I'm gonna stop right now cause this is pointless. I'm an adult and I have responsibilities and it is a decent job and I just need to concentrate. And I'm not. Focus is not my friend or even a minor aquaintance anymore.
I don't want to do this for the next 25-30 years. I really, really don't. But I like money. Money is nice. It buys happiness. Beg to differ with me? Try to be unhappy sitting on your boat. It is just not possible. Well, unless you are being murdered by some random drifter at sea - then I guess money really can't buy your happiness. But, it probably makes everthing else up to that point much more easily bearable. Those Perfect Storm guys didn't end up so happy either. Probably because they didn't have money. That and the giant tidal wave.
I should probably rethink the whole boat hypothesis.
Argghhhh. I hate this, I really hate my job and it is pulling teeth anymore to force myself to do it and I'm gonna stop right now cause this is pointless. I'm an adult and I have responsibilities and it is a decent job and I just need to concentrate. And I'm not. Focus is not my friend or even a minor aquaintance anymore.
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Date: 2003-11-01 12:58 pm (UTC)*sigh*
But I like your boat thing...
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Date: 2003-11-01 01:08 pm (UTC)Also, next weekend I am going to Berlin and this is really frikkin scary 'cause I don't speak German and I'm positive I'm going to get kidnapped by somebody evil. Or, at least, I'll have problems ordering food in a foreign language and will have to eat snails or something.
Plus, while I am in Berlin, there will be no computer. I shall suffer internet withdrawl. I am suffering just anticipating it.
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Date: 2003-11-01 01:18 pm (UTC)Snails aren't so bad. They are actually tasty in a white wine and butter sauce.
I'm perking up - I had a moment and closed the gap so now I am 11/17ths of the way finished. Go Austria!
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Date: 2003-11-01 01:20 pm (UTC)If you like, I could probably type up a list of common German food words....
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Date: 2003-11-01 01:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-01 01:35 pm (UTC)Well, that's good. I am still frightened, though. I have never been to a non-English speaking country.
If you like, I could probably type up a list of common German food words....
You are very kind to offer, but I think I am going to buy a German guide book or phrase book or something and then it'll have a list in it. So no need to bother, but thanks anyway.
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Date: 2003-11-01 02:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-01 03:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-01 04:00 pm (UTC)The nice thing is, people around here are really used to dealing with people who can't speak German. I mean, it only takes a couple of hours to cross Germany west to east, and there are people on all sides whose native language isn't German. So they are quite friendly, even when communication is difficult.
When I moved to Germany, food words were the first things I picked up ;) I can still read a menu better than a book, heh.
I know exactly what you mean, though, I went to Italy last year with a group of people who didn't speak any Italian, which ended up being fun but was a little scary to contemplate. And I had to make a phone call yesterday to Brazil, and I don't know one single tiny little word of Portuguese, and that was terrifying :D
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Date: 2003-11-01 08:19 pm (UTC)I think that's been in the air lately or something... me, too.
{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}
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Date: 2003-11-01 11:42 pm (UTC)Yep, nothing like taking out that auger and cutting a hole in the ice when it's 30 below.Now that's good fishin'.