sisabet

I can't seem to vid at all right now, but I understand what you're saying. I try to vid because I love the song and can visualize a story or concept with a particular fandom and not because of recognition from viewers. It doesn't always work that way though and sometimes it becomes a factor in the editing and I have to step back and rethink. Anyway, it makes me feel better to know other vidders have the same insecurities. Maybe I'm not so strange.