Aug. 1st, 2005

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So three weeks ago - I fell asleep during SGA and totally missed the season premiere of BSG. Two weeks ago, I watched SGA and BSG with my father, which means I had closed captioning on and the sound down and we talked during both of the shows - kinda about what was going on but mainly about whatever weaponry was onscreen at any given time. It is a Dad thing, I suspect. Last Friday, I totally forgot I had television shows on that night and went out to eat with Dawn and then watched "Ice Princess" at her house.

I think, since Angel, I can't remember when I have a set TV night. I forget to watch stuff all of the time but I *never* forgot to watch Angel. I can't even imagine what that would feel like, being able to forget there was an ep of Angel about to air. Or Buffy.

Meh. Hurts to move right now and I just turned in my suckiest month-end report in five years and can't even be bothered to work up a lot of concern about being fired. Whatever. I'll cash out my vacation time and get another job. I.Am.Sick.Of.This. - Part of me knows I have to just hang in there and at least reach full vestment but another part wonders if I'd rather be waiting tables somewhere. And I swore when I graduated I'd never wait tables again. I went all Scarlet O'Hara and everything - made a big scene at the Chophouse, so I'd hate to back down now, but damn. I.Am.Sick.Of.This.

Course I like having health insurance. And the car. And the company laptop. And that pension ain't nothing to sneeze at. Shit.

Oh yeah - I mentioned I hurt. Cause I do. I hurt to MOVE. I hurt to not move. I think I might be dying.

I asked Dawn to help me lose ten pounds. She is "Training" me. If I live through this, I'll... I don't know what I will do but it will not involve spinning. Did you know that spinning can lead to bruises on your buttocks? Neither did I until I glanced in the mirror this morning. Another thing I learned: She who does not have good balance should not go to Spin Class. Also - it hurts. I HURT.

I am a sucky employee and I am creatively a mess and I can barely walk (stairs are totally impossible) and I can't remember to watch television. You'd think I was depressed, but I actually feel just fine. Yeah, I cried during spin class yesterday but this is because I thought it was over and there was one more song. You'd cry too!

I am in a pretty cool mood. Go figure.

Must be Vividcon.

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