sisabet

So I just finished watching "Brother's Keeper" and as soon as I calm down, I'll watch "Flash to Bang" cause although I told

tzikeh I was gonna cap everything off with "Flowers for Hobbes," I don't think I could handle if right now.

I love this show. I think part of my recent musical chairs obsession, inability to focus on one song and total inability to vid anything but utter sap/cheese is cause I am still searching for the perfect song for Darien. Not that I'm gonna vid him right away or even ever (cause for starters there already are 2 really incredible I-Man vids and I'd have to have something to say that hasn't been covered and I don't see if happening) but I am a much happier camper when the characters I love have their own songs and vids in my head. I feel better about life. I am strange that way.

So now - post "Brother's Keeper" I've got this song in my head and I'm all contrary and shit because now I don't want it because it is just too sad and that has been my entire problem this month anyway and why I really just had to quit working on the vid I started a few weeks ago. And I review all of my other vid ideas and there is the vid about how Mulder destroys Scully and the vid about George letting go of her life and the vid about CONNOR! and dear god. I am the most depressing person I know. And I have no happy ideas. I've been listening to some upbeat, uplifting music too - I keep wanting to juxtapose incredible suffering to the lyrics just cause I am that kinda gal. I need to lighten up. I need pep. I need um...vigor. Some kinda spice and quite possibly a motorcycle.

I need happy ideas. I need songs that bounce. Otherwise any vid I do will make "Blue Room In Archway" look like a day at the water park. And while I love the sad and I adore the depressing and hell, I have to be honest, I live for the pain, not right now.

So rec me a happy song and/or something that makes you feel good. Lyrics are unimportant - I'm looking for mood.