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Gakked from Kita! My Fannish Secret Shame by Sisabet age 30 and 1 month (but that month was Feb!)
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kita0610 said that nothing can get more unfun than last week. I disagree, but I do admit that at one certain point I was just standing *shocked* over the still-beating heart of the Kerfuffle that Would Not Die, yelling "Dammit! I am trying to recruit here! At least pick up your socks or clean up after the cats cause if anyone comes to visit this fandom today, we are so screwed!" That and the distracting power of vids (thankfully all of my potential recruitees are distracted by vids and vidtalk) and 800 milligrams of Ibuprofen and my outlook has cleared immensely.
As has my right hand - whee - postage!
Secret Shame:
1. My first vid was a Spike vid. My first vid was to a Gordon Lightfoot song. My first vid was a Spike vid to a Gordon Lightfoot song. Hell, that isn't really secret. If I remembered the link, I'd link to it now.
::thinks harder::
2. I have written Spike/Angel fic. Not just imagined it (although there are EPIC STORIES IN MY HEAD), I have written this - thing. And it is bad. Bad, bad, bad - so bad I quit thinking about the pairing for months bad.
3. I have written Clark/Lex fic. Not just imagined it - I tried to write it. And like #2 - the result was so bad that not only could I not even *think* about the pairing - I actually just quit watching the show for a few weeks.
4. I will never ever let you see either. I do this to save you. Trust me. I have good taste and a discerning eye. This is not redeemable. I am not lying when I say that both attempts at stories put me off the pairings almost completely. I cannot risk it with you.
5. I will let you read/see/mock my Spuffy Well-Fic. Yes, that's right. I wrote Spuffy fic. I am not ashamed - well not anymore. I think the story is still floating around my hard-drive along with a lovely beta from
beamer242 - I should post this. We could all use the break. If it puts you off Spuffy - okay. Fine with me. 6. Not so fannish, but what the hell: I saw "Hitch" this weekend and I laughed. Technically, seeing the movie was not my fault and I disliked/was bored with most of it -BUT!! Kevin James apparently has spent his entire life studying the physical comedy of Jackie Gleason and I can't watch that and not eventually Just Lose It.
7. Full Confession Time and Related to "Hitch": I liked Jerry Maquire. I tried not to - I did and really, let us never speak of this again cause otherwise my head might explode.
8. While I agree that the X-Files was destroyed by the end of season 7 and as a Scully fan, I think the absolute worst thing for her to do (for her well-being as a pretend real person) is to continue to be around Mulder... the spooning thing in the bed in the season finale still gets to me.
I am a sucker for tender.
9. I like the idea of Connor and Dawn one day getting together. If MT's ice skating Disney movie also starred Vincent K., I'd get in line for that thing tomorrow.
As it is - I am going to the theater for "Ice Princess" and I'd probably go even if Michelle wasn't in it.
10. I still believe that any song can be a vid. It is like the Bionic Woman - we have the technology...but should we? And then, in my head, Jaime leaps over a wall and grabs the vid idea and takes off in slow-eh-eh-eh-mo!
I know there is more - I am positive there is more - but now I am watching the Bionic Woman fight a Vid Idea and really, this is sooo much better than the one time she battled a SuperComputer and I did not believe that could be topped! So I am distracted.
Now I echo Kita: tell me you still love me dispite all this??
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Your Dawn and Connor wish kills me. And I still don't think your first vid sucks.
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::wibbles::
It's been fun knowing you, but if you like Dawn & Conner together? I just can't continue reading your posts any longer!!!
Silly Sisabet.
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And now I'm trying to think of my own Fannish Secret Shame, and I'm having a hard time of it, because hey, I watch a show where the main characters jump around in brightly-coloured spandex. And I got over being embarassed about that years ago. Really... if I can't be ashamed of watching (and enjoying!) Power Rangers, what is there?
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(Jerry Macguire!?!)
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I really want to read your Clark/Lex fic now though. I'm a sucker for bad fic, it's a kink. ;)
And the Dawn/Conner thing makes me feel kinda dirty, because I think I kinda like it.
::shudders::
And now I a thinking of my of fannish shame. I think I have way too much of it. No one would love me anymore. And then I would be sad.
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Mostly because I totally think Gordon Lightfoot is worse than Little One.
Ok, not by much.
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Yep, love's still here. And I'm not postivie, but I think it may have increased in size since the last time I checked.
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betterworsebetterwhatever than that to put me off loving you.::loves you::
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